1 AM

Ah, Insomnia...
I have not spent time with you in quite a long time.

 However, here I am, up since 1AM, unable to get back to sleep.

 Some people haven't even gone to bed yet!

 I had this problem more often before my hysterectomy.  I'd get up in the wee hours of the morning for a bathroom visit and I wouldn't be able to get back to sleep.  So, while this is nothing really new for me, it's not my norm anymore.

 So, I'll sit here, drink a warm beverage, and do some research.  At least I can be somewhat productive with this added time to my day without waking anyone else.

 However, moments like this make me wish my altar wasn't in the bedroom so I could make something that would maybe help me get back to sleep....

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