Don't Ignore Signs
Yesterday was strange.
First off, from the moment I woke up, I heard voices (in my head). Something/someone was saying something....almost muffled yelling...but I couldn't understand it. I tried meditating. I tried mindful sitting. I just couldn't get it.
To be fair, I have been asking lately that my guardians come to me in my dreams. Instead of that happening, I've been having repetitive dreams from when I was younger. I used to have these 3-5 same dreams all the time. They're all about people in my past/past relationships. They're all fictional events. But now they're back.
I can't shake this feeling that something is calling to me. Something or someone is trying to tell me something, and I don't know how to hear it.
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Now, for the "signs" title. We were taking the boat out yesterday for the first time. It's an old boat that The Hubby has worked a lot on, and Saturday he got it up and running fine. During all this noise in my head, I reminded the Goddess that I need signs that can hit me in the face like a shoe. I sure showed her proof...
While prepping things for our outing, there were 3 dead baby birds on the cement. They fell in the shape of a triangle. I didn't think of it 'til later. Then, for the first time in ages, there's a dead roach on the floor in the house. Again, just saw it as an annoyance.
We finally set out in the boat. We opted to take a small canal to stay local. We started out great--we even got to see two HUGE bald eagles take off right next to the canal! However, as old things do, the motor decided to not keep up its great job. We were almost left stranded in the canal.
Once we got home, I looked back--signs. The boat was going to die. DUH!
I really need to get better at reading things around me. I'm one of those "after the fact" girls...I can see the signs leading up once I'm past them and hit the damn wall.
First off, from the moment I woke up, I heard voices (in my head). Something/someone was saying something....almost muffled yelling...but I couldn't understand it. I tried meditating. I tried mindful sitting. I just couldn't get it.
To be fair, I have been asking lately that my guardians come to me in my dreams. Instead of that happening, I've been having repetitive dreams from when I was younger. I used to have these 3-5 same dreams all the time. They're all about people in my past/past relationships. They're all fictional events. But now they're back.
I can't shake this feeling that something is calling to me. Something or someone is trying to tell me something, and I don't know how to hear it.
~~~~~
Now, for the "signs" title. We were taking the boat out yesterday for the first time. It's an old boat that The Hubby has worked a lot on, and Saturday he got it up and running fine. During all this noise in my head, I reminded the Goddess that I need signs that can hit me in the face like a shoe. I sure showed her proof...
While prepping things for our outing, there were 3 dead baby birds on the cement. They fell in the shape of a triangle. I didn't think of it 'til later. Then, for the first time in ages, there's a dead roach on the floor in the house. Again, just saw it as an annoyance.
We finally set out in the boat. We opted to take a small canal to stay local. We started out great--we even got to see two HUGE bald eagles take off right next to the canal! However, as old things do, the motor decided to not keep up its great job. We were almost left stranded in the canal.
Once we got home, I looked back--signs. The boat was going to die. DUH!
I really need to get better at reading things around me. I'm one of those "after the fact" girls...I can see the signs leading up once I'm past them and hit the damn wall.
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